Where do you start when repairing trust?

Please share knowledge.

I Used to Want to Marry

his face.

formspring.me/autumnsays

I took this survey July 17 and again September 15/16. 2009

Now July 19, 2010

Which would be more meaningful to you: I love you a lot, I love you so much?

uhh..i love you. (:

yep.

I agree with them.

Do you like your cell phone? Or do you wish you had a new one?

i'm looking forward to the new one i'm getting?

my cell phone is fine.

Obviously not high maintenance bc I’m still good.

Do you prefer to call or text?

um, calls.

yes.

Yass. I really only prefer txts if I wanna hear from you all damn day lol.

Does it piss you off that stupid sixth graders think they're in love?

i was not aware of this nor do i care..lol

why should i care?

this is STILL a really weird question.

Do you like it when people play with your hair?

do you mean pull? lol..i like when my sister does my hair.

(:

Yeah I do. But wash your hands because I’m all types of particular about my hair care.

When was the last time you completely broke down?

3..4 days ago?

day before school? sometime before school.

May.

Anything you're looking forward to?

saturday?

my audition and the fuckshitting weekend and anything janet lol.

Trying to figure out what that audition thing was, maybe for chamber ensemble?  But looking forward to reading The Interpretation of Dreams! & To find out my plans for Thursday.

Would you ever try being a vegetarian?

i used to be, but i couldn't.

i'm thinking of going vegan when i'm 20.

Wow I am nuts lol.  One day I will probably join a cult of Prince worshippers and be vegan as a result.  So, yes.

When you like someone, do you picture what your children will look like?

lol, nope. but they would be freakin gorgeous! (=

nooo. ugh, that was true.

Those were both definitely about Gerald. But to answer the question, I like HIM and we already have 2 beautiful kids.

Who was the last person you texted?

marcus.

this annoying automatic thingie.

HEE-JIN ALYSA KIM I LOVE YOU SWEET THANG

What was the highlight of your day?

bringing the day in (=

when mr. cotter smiled at mee.

Oh mr. cotter.  But probably getting my check and receiving random messages from he who makes me smile and skeet.

What is your all-time favorite romance movie?

love & basketball? the best man!

and monster-in-law, and other cheesy shit.

Yeah that sums it all up pretty well.

Who do you have texts from in your inbox?

oh lord; marcus, gerald, danielle, kayla, cazre, bubby, kota, ref, greg, katya, dee (=, mommy, some random guy named dave, jamie, will, & alle baba

oh lord. jamie, kayla, danielle, bubby, shaneekwa, davion, mama, rolo, dee, seon, kota, lu alerts (=, toya, devante. mind you i dont txt, so they all old as shit

ew katya. ew REF! ew DAVION! omggg ew lol but um:  bam, seon, cazre, steve, liz, dee, gregorium, demetria, coot, glen coco, gianya, twitair, rico suave, self, best friend joe, nosebleed mcgee, rachel, sprint, alle baba, gerald, jared the fatty, rolo, mama, and big bertha

Are you one of those twilight crazy people?

the books are not worth the hoopla.

no thanks.

nope

When's the last time you said you were fine, but really weren't?

uh...as long as i'm living, i'm fine. (:

yep. living & healthy.

Wow I’ve had that philosophy for a while now

Last person you told a secret?

gerald doesn't let me have secrets.

damn it sounded like he owned me. sheesh but yeah i still don't have secrets.

ditto. I always confide in someone rather quickly.

Who was the last person you were in a car with?

siSTAR & mama.

yep [:

pops

Your phone is ringing. It's your ex. What do you say?

um, you look at the phone & say nigga please!

it's a bad time. lol it's alwaaaays a bad time nugga!

hay

Red Bull?

nah.

nah?

I guess

Is there someone you'd really like to just hang out with and talk about stuff?

emmm?

taylor! and steve? yeah steve too.

aw I still feel the same. but right now, big bertha because she is going to korea for the rest of ever ): also gregorium, alle baba, cazre, all my friends?

Think back to June 2007, were you single?

hmmm..nope.

....

I’m glad I remembered the first time around bc I sure don’t now.

Do you want to get married and have children one day?

[:

child(ren) definitely. marriage: if it's for me, yes.

ditto

Could you cry right now?

nah.

i'm sure if i forced myself

I don’t think so. Not unless a monster came into my room

Will you be single over summer?

no.

oh summer how i miss you so. not really, just....ahhh.

lol no (:

Do you hope your children are like you one day?

no! lmao. kinda.

haha yes & no. i want them to grow up fast like i did, but love their childhood like i never really could, for as long as i should have anyways.

Well that explains why I’m still holding on to childhood, doesn’t it. And I rather they have different personalities but the same logic.  Why would you want the same contribution to society two generations in a row?

Have you ever dropped your cell phone in water?

not this one, my last one.

Lalalalala

at some point yes

Would you be surprised if you parents had another baby together?

hell yes.

mmhm.

HAHA I seriously wouldn’t think it was my pops. Or my mama’s lol.  But if we’re speaking biological parents, hell yes.

Has 2009 been good for you so far?

it's been a learning experience.

so-so

2010 has been rocky, thanks for asking

Your sister tells you she's in jail, what do you say?

it's because of nicholas isn't it.

same thing

HA yeah.

Someone leaves a note and flowers on your car, cute or tacky?

i don't own a car. d:

rawr rawr rawr

still a bum

Would you ever date someone who was conceited?

hell no.

no thank you

not exactly.

Are you currently reading a book?

yes. a couple thousand.

no )':

YES and no wonder I was miserable at that time

Would you cry if you found out one of your friends were pregnant?

no...

maybe, because of being so emotional.

If she told me face to face.

Today, would you rather go forward a week or back a week?

forward?

yeah probably forward.

Forward!

Your best friend randomly starts hating you. What do you do?

say i never knew you could be so dumb.

word.

heck yes. and tell greg on them.

Would you ever go on a game show if you were offered?

no i'd be scared as shit!

yes! lol idk why i'd be scared

yes! monay!

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking weed?

haha, yes.

watch me!

still walkin strong

Where is the person who has your heart at the moment?

work.

*checks for heartbeat

yeah it's still inside of me.

lol I was a funny lad. he’s home.

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?

idk maybe.

maybe?

Isn’t that just the way things go?

Do you laugh a lot?

yes people tell me that a lot.

yes but it's quiet actually.

YEAH, love to

Who are you spending your summer with this year?

people.

most likely mr. clark lol.

that didn’t happen ): but books, my laptop, music, people I love & vice versa, and movies and tyra. hoorah!

Do you believe in karma?

yes..

yes still.

fate.

Did you have a good birthday this year?

uhhhh

last year was so joyful

my sweet 16 was soooo much better than yours, fareals.

Do you think somebody likes the same person you do?

do you mean is a hoe trying to creep on my man? yes.

hell yes!

HA duh, how can you not?  And nobody was checkin for gerald, lol.

Are you a boy or a girl?

lmao, fem.

*checks for weiner

girl!

i’m a season..

Last time you held a baby?

a week & some change ago.

sunday.....same baby lol

aw she’s 1 years old now (= but last time I held a baby was my niece on saturday and she’s a newborn.

Where is the shirt you are wearing from?

bloomingdales i think.

gap. 2 for $10 tanks wooot!

not sure if I’m wearing a shirt.

Are you a jealous person?

no, possessive of what is mine.

i get very greedy about my friends, yes.

I agree with female number 1.

Is there anything that you are craving right now?

yes (:

ice cream that i have not opened.

a nice sleep and he.

Do you like being kissed spontaneously or asked?

hahaha spontaneity.

yes

yass you better work!

Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad?

errrrm yes

people kept telling me to go to the nurse & the nurse was rude and mean.

I haven’t seen the people I’d like to, and one of them is now in cali. Another is in korea. & I know the reasons I haven’t seen people are my fault.

Enjoyed?

JaynBey

They're just who i look to when i think of how cute i want my relationship to look.

You're Gonna Have to Bear With Me

Because man has he ticked me off.  We’re speaking of Blue.  He has done and said some really poopy disrespectful things to me lately, but the real problem is that he doesn’t claim me.  Now my blog has gotten much of my emotional ride with Blue, so am I really nuts for expecting him to claim me at this point?  Really?  This fool got a few of my firsts…I don’t think I regret that, but I treated him as if I were in a relationship with him…everyone knew that.  But that is definitely not true for both sides of the equation.  Even when I would argue with him or ignore him, I would still look at somebody like they were crazy if they asked if I were single.  And it is really messed up that I am in this alone.  I gave him that letter, not because I wrote it for him to read, but because I thought he wanted to read it so he could try to change.  And he claims that he is trying to change…that he’s been trying to make me happy or whatever he says. ßThat was really shady of me (: But I don’t think he should even have to try…he should just love me and everything else should come naturally.  I’m not even sure of how he feels about me.  It would be significant for him to try, still, but clearly this isn’t something one can force.  We used to be in this together; two in the same or whatever.  Why do I keep saying whatever as if I don’t care about this negro!  It all makes me actually believe that he just wants me for sex and stuff.  We would be so in tune with each other when he came to see me, he’d be so sappy afterwards.  Those were the days he used to call me “my love” and all that.  Blue is my favorite color.  OH THE IRONY.  I don’t wanna have to ask him why he doesn’t treat me the same anymore.  Everyone already knows how miniscule my regard for relationships is.  Do me right or we don’t have to associate.  The freakin’ end.  It’s like begging someone to BE your boyfriend.  It IS begging someone to be your boyfriend.  I kept trying to act like everything was fine and dandy and we’d keep restarting.  He’d apologize and I’d say it was fine, but in a few days it was back to him living the single life.  And me, pretending I had a boyfriend who actually meant it when he said he’ll always love me because he’s never felt this way about someone.

The continuous making up is not even the problem; that is a part of relationships.  The problem is that he started to treat me like a side chick.  He started saying bye without saying I love you, expecting me to cater to him with nothing in return, refusing to talk about the future with me anymore; everything that used to be the thrill of our relationship.  And when he did talk to me, he was only interested in how I could physically stimulate or please him.  That is not being in a relationship and it is truly irrelevant that you want to keep the pretty girl happy or whatever.  It doesn’t mean that you care for or want to be in a relationship with her anymore.  If you want me to act like we’re in a relationship, you can’t act like you’re single.

Who do you think you are and what do you think we’re doing?

I don’t even know what happened to you, and I’m not even sure if I ought to give you the benefit of my rational/logical doubt, but I do know that you are not worth all of these tears.

May 3, 2010

So this week, I

completed 11th grade!  Senior wahoot!  Privileges allow me to see yallsss shady behinds less and less!  Wahoots!
got a boyfran.
cried every time i looked at my formspring because yall don't want to know anything about me /:
found a new reliable confidant in an old friend.
cried about Blue to he.^
was completely flattered.
stuck it to the man!...as Alle Baba said.  Well really I just wrote a thought-out critique of my english teacher for teacher evaluations.
felt way uninspired computerly, as shown by my lack of passionate blogs.  Hopefully summer will mean time for that. /:
scheduled visits to Howard & Georgetown!  Yes!


Goodnight.

I Listened to Confessions for the Umpteenth Time

& It gives me completely different feelings when I feel someway about a certain person than it does when I'm single.

"Game rules:  no cap no cut.  But even Superman wouldn't turn your love down.

I slipped up, slipped in.  Hey man, what the hell you doin?

Raw dog is a never; I know I know better."

Dear Usher,

Love does not require sex.  So really, you could have accepted her love without getting the cut.  &  Judging by the rest of Confessions, it was not love that this club whore was offering.  Also, you don't really slip in.  Sounds like a euphemism for cheating to me...'I just slipped up & slipped in.'...that seems like you're just trying to make the dumb action sound accidental when it actually wasn't...at all.  You had time to thoroughly think this action through.  You even asked yourself what you were doing while you were slipping.  It wasn't some last minute slip-up.  & If you know you know better, why follow through on a stupid action?  You are rather contradictory.  Clearly, you didn't know better.

The End

Gimme A Hug

I didn't make three posts last week. /: disappointing.
I feel like poop.
A Sight/Site to See:  www.thekillertruth.com

Tell me it's not just a dream

and if it is, my heart believes that you are mine and this is real.

Sigh...you're suddenly uninterested and pushing me away and unfortunately for you, I'm not a chaser.  Best of luck to you until you come around.  That's all I know to say right now.


Beautiful girls, all over the world.  I could be chasin, but my time would be wasted...they got nothin on you.
*rocks head
[:

Told Yall.

I wrote a letter.

Do you like how every damn thing in the pictures is blue?

Goooooooooooooooal!

It's pretty convenient to have someone to call your boyfriend just because you feel like having a boyfriend. (:


My left hand's middle finger knuckle has been hurting all day and I have no idea why. I've made it a point not to sleep on it or anything and it still hurts.

I'm now a sometimes wear-er of mascara and eye liner! It's pretty exciting. & I didn't poke myself in the eye once...yet.

Okay so...you all have seen Precious by now, right? Well I saw it and I was so uncomfortable. Half of the script sounded like a joke, mocking Precious's character. Like you could quote half of the things Precious or her mom said and I would crack up. Like you know when one of your favorite friends is on the phone with you imitating a fat guy orgasming from a hamburger and you can't stop laughing, that's the kind of thing Precious quotes remind me of. So that's my first issue. I was trying to take it seriously and characters kept saying the funniest things that maybe weren't supposed to be funny.  Okay the other thing that bothered me was that everythingg Precious's mom was saying to her reminded me of things my mom says to me alllll the time. I'm pretty sure some of the things she said were direct quotes. That really made me uncomfortable. & Then I started thinking how the ridicule I get is so close to the same of what Precious got. Like her mom never had anything good to say, she blamed all of her troubles on her daughter, and she lied to her daughter, telling her all of her inabilities. Ring any bells? & I know Precious was raped and everything, and she had 2 kids, but the movie just had anything that could be going wrong for a girl at this time and put it into one character. That's pretty unrealistic. And last, I have no idea what the message of the movie was. They put screwed teenage girls on blast, but what was the point of all that? The ending was all abrupt and confusing as to what the future held, and I completely didn't connect to the message. All those damn nominations and I still missed a basic purpose.

Tons of New Txting Buddies (=

1.  and they are sophomores.  I don't even like sophomores, but all of the cool ones were around me this week.  Some freshmen too though.  People weren't as repulsive for me this week.  (:
2.  I'm going to Costa Rica on Sunday and I don't wanna stay the whole week.  I reaaaaally hope I can come back early, maybe spend time with Blue?  That's definitely pushing it, but I'm allowed to have dreams.
3.  Did you see True Life:  I Need A Transplant?  Pretty great, makes you feel sappy though.  Otherwise, these new True Lifes look pretty lame.  16 & Pregnant is still damn good though.
4.  I'm pretty hyped to see my SAT scores from earlier this month.  They come on April 1 and unless I get over a 2000, I'm continuing my prep classes.  
5.  I'm about 19 hours into having braids and my head feels tighter than...yup.  Prettay darn tight.
6.  Blue doesn't act like he likes me anymore.  We haven't seen each other in...almost 3 months. ):
7.  I have to pack and I really don't want to.  I have about 5 articles of clothing in my damn drawers anyway.  Hmph
8.  Fairly Oddparents was so much better when it first started.  Now, it can't even hold my attention for very long.
9.  Why do Ethan Hunt and Rico Strong do so many damn threesomes together?

i actually read your blog, who is blue?

ehhh. his name is greg. do we ever talk about him?
& you must really read bc i haven't mentioned him in a minute, right? or maybe you lie! hmmmm.

Ask me anything.

formspring.me

describe your type of guy

easy for me to be around & attractive.

i just dont want a guy that doesnt put a smile on my face. & normally it's not that hard, just being funny and interesting/not very normal. [:

i find a lot of different kinds of guys attractive, but basically two different kinds in general. the tall guy with gorgeous arms & a six pack, or the guy that just doesnt have a normal body type. lol i've been attracted to chubby guys and the limp ones that look breakable too. but mostly i like faces. if i can look at you for longer than 30 seconds without talking or whatever, it's cuz i like your face lol. and that's really the most important thing with appearance. i like when guys i like look back at me...in my eyes, and i get annoyed when a guy tongues me down just because i'm looking at him for a second. i rather just stare at your face. [=

Ask me anything.

Gibby is way worse than a dead fish!

So i keep getting to a point in my head where i'm 5 flickers of my thumb away from calling my ex. So i decided blogging would be a less resentful use of my time. Who misses my lists? Oh right, no one. Because no one reads my blog.
1. You go glen coco to the holocaust museum in being ridiculously successful in exhausting 100% of its visitors. You go, glen coco!
2. I'm sorry for not actually blogging and just giving formspring fillers. I'm coming to terms with my current position of a footstep away from isolated depression. This is the third time in 6 years and I really hope i grow out of this recurring theme and dont have to go through it the rest of my life.
3. Forgiving is so difficult. Its the one trait i wish i could have from conservative christians. But then, i dont even like relationships like that so im way to lazy to fully forgive. I rather X you out of my life for good. But who is going to birth my children then. Stop fucking up my plan & vision, Blue. I'm the only thing you will ever need humping your peen. Every time i'm hostile towards you, i cant stop thinking of it and thinking longer than 5 seconds starts the faucet.
4. You ain't gots to lie, Craig.
5. I have a new boyfriend named Snow Days.
6. I'm representin Queens, she was raised out in Brooklyn. & Doin it & doin it & doin it well. Idk why i connect to raunchy songs like that, but yaaaaaaaas.
7. There's a meeting in my bedroom by silk. Nobody by keith sweat. Tell me do u wanna by ginuwine. Say it by t-pain. Sorry, i really had to.
8. I love male voices. I'm pretty much having masculine vocal withdrawals. No onee ever calls me anymore and i'd spend less time crying over skanks humping Blue's peen and crying while music sexing to sweet love songs that i feel are hopeless & will never happen to me if someone did. Mind you this happened over a month ago.
9. I really like Blue. Like aside from loving him, i miss him because i appreciated his presence & conversation a lot. But thinking of him now makes me cry. When i talk to him he makes me so happy and then the thought of the humpage lingers and i lash out. I just don't have anyone else to blame this on, sorry Blue.
10. I highly recommend watching True Life: I'm Happy to Be Fat. As long as you aren't homophobic, in which case this is so not the blog for you.
Toodles

formspring.me

Do u have a boyfriend

Of course not

Ask me anything

When I was 15,

I got my first Victoria's Secret bra.

I started to blog regularly.

I made friends on the interweb.

I got on honor roll for the first time in high school.

I got my first C.

I became comfortable. [:

I did not drink alcohol.

I fell in and out of love.

I learned everything else about HTML codes.

I became obsessed with finding unknown artists.

I got 4 followers.  (:

I tried the vertical 69.

I got to know my hair completely.

I began having headaches from sex deprivation.

I controlled my addictions.
I made my sister my responsibility.
I found a mother in Danielle.
I began having 100% healthy relationships.
I always wanted to be held.
I'm not 15 anymore.

I'll no longer be 15. /=

FUN

Damn yo, shit man son.

One day, I'm hoping someone will grab me & hold me when I cry.

Bing bang, schleppy wang

(copyright of Danielle)

HEAVY USAGE OF SAP


Dear Love,


I am writing you, as i always do, and epic long comment that will hopefully make both of our days=))))
so as Nivea so justly put "Ima give you 25 reasons why im really in love with you"....and ima make all the hoes jealous when i do (i remixed that) haha.


Twenty-Five Reasons Why Tally Has My Heart(lol <3)


1. you talk my crazy ass out of doing stupid things.
2. you're sexy as HELL (omg, shut ur mouth! haha).
3. you have to be the most realest and genuine person ive met on here ( and you're one of the few people on this planet who knows me best).
4. you forgive me for my stupid actions.
5. tu eres la mierda<333
6. out of all of my friends, i know that no matter what...if i was crying one night, ud find a way to stop my tears.
7. you're one of the most dedicated people (TO ANYTHING) that i may ever meet; are you sure "Successful" wasnt written for you? =)
8. i seem to always disappear and i regret that, but im fixing that really soon.
9. you've made me feel simply blessed for knowing you.
10. you've put up with my shit for almost a year now (HOLY SHIT, OUR TWIN-A-VERSARY IS COMING SOON!!).
11. you call me your "dime bitch" (looks to the left in awe).

12. somehow, when ure down...u make me wanna come kidnap you and rescue you from your stress (even though that's gonna be HELLA gas money! haha)
13. you speak your mind, and your mind is brilliant=)
14. you know what type of person i really am, even though half of the time i dont =P
15. you make me think about you all day everyday, and i bet you dont even know it (well you do now! lol).
16. you listen to me ramble about random shit at all times of day (i dont even know how you put up with me).

17. sometimes we have the most funn convos ever; and i still remember about 99.9% of them (HELLSHITFUCKDAMN TALLY!! lol).
18. we agree on a million and one things times infinity (most of the time, lol).
19. i secretly call you an old soul, because i think you're full of wisdom and are very wise for your age =) (you're cute too! *looks to the left and points: who said that?!*)
20-23. are things that should be said privately between us. lol.
24. you hold a special place in my heart that will never be erased, misplaced, or forgotten. (as if i can forget u bishhhhh, lol).
25. i love you because you're simply you.




thank you for being the one person who REALLY asks me how i'm doing during the day, and the convo doesnt just jump from me to you. i appreciate everything you've done for me...and most of all te amo<3




Love Always,


~Danielle a.k.a your twin~






Ps: it took me forever to do this bc i had to rewrite it 10 times. lol

END HEAVY USAGE OF SAP

 
It makes me feel nice that ahem even though we're bitching really heavily right now ahem (I'm doing about 96% of the consistent bitching), she can be at peace with all the good things that have come from us being friends.  But it still lurks in my head, and I don't understand why she would say I don't care about her.  I normally don't directly display shit with the people in my life...names and all, save Gerald.  But I was inclined, especially since she's one of the three bee-swax-itches(copyright of Danielle) I even fuck with.

10 Things

1. I really hate when I give Weezy a try & he fails. Lemme go change the song playing. Oh Rick Ross raps like he from Alabama. If you listen to this song called MIA by weezy, he completely disses New Orleans. Such bitchassness..I mean I would stick by Brooklyn & rep it til it's left in ruins. God why does he breathe so much on his songs? Lol.

2. I have a 2 dollar bill that I keep for good luck. But I always wonder if an establishment would turn me down for trying to use it.

3. I would make a bomb ass housewife…or roommate.

4. I like guys that work out and can throw me around and junk.

5. I find it dumb when people try to dictate others' blogs. Asshole; you don't have to read or advertise it.

6. I used to get into fights a lot. My logic was if you're too dumb for me to argue with and you are offending me, I'ma beat the shit out of your ass.

7. People take my presence for granted and act like I'll always be there for them personally. I reassure them.

8. Doesn't it disgust you that swallowing cum means you are swallowing someone's babies? Yeah..

9. Male artists' music about a girl always makes me think of a specific guy from my past.

10. Wayne's mixtapes suck as a whole. Undeniably..

11. I have strong motives when I first get to know someone who is uninterested in me. It always works, unless they're naturally an asshole…in which case I lose interest in knowing them. (:

12. It's very hard for me to look past a person's looks. It's one of the things I can't stand about myself. The only thing that will overrule what I think about how you look…is how much you respect me.

13. Plies & Rick Ross are probably the only southern rappers whose voices do not turn me on. Wayne, T.I., Joc, even DeAndre Way. Did you know his ass was born in Chicago…and he stay reppin ATL. I guess because of that accent. But I would much rather repping the Chi because of…THE BLUES…and then you know…Ye & Lu. & His ass is also a 90s baby. Ugh. He should be kicked out of the club lol. Anyways, Plies's voice is just so damn annoying. Like he makes me wanna shoot his ass in the eye just to shut up. He raps kinda like Cam but I can't appreciate his shit because of the damn voice. Did you know his name is Algernod? What the fuck? Oh lord…I'll be good but I could continue on that name for days.

14. I used to be infatuated with Bow Wow…then when all the girls hopped on it, I found Michael Ealy. I swore I would get with him. (= I had that picture all over my homework book in middle school. He is just so yum. I only put the link because if i put his face, man i'll jizz every time i looked at my blog. & so will you. We can't have that, now can we?

15. I've talked about this a lot with other people. But I wish I had a gun near my bed. Lmao I really hate when people wake me up…it's just so damn irritating. & When they do it, you can argue n shit, but then your ass will not be going back to sleep in peace. Now if you had a gun near your bed, as soon as somebody comes to wake you out of your sleep, you can just shoot they ass. Nice and easy, no fuss. Lol until later when your ass goes to jail.

16. I don't ask for much in a guy and I don't settle. Just compatibility and fun.

17. I have a heavy problem with breastses. -No typo.

18. Everyone from Brooklyn who goes to a college besides Kingsborough Community College goes to Morgan State. It's kinda annoying. Ugh; I really like the colleges in GA. But I don't wanna go there at all. It kinda bothers me that there are no HBCUs on the west side of the yousah….(USA)…yeah thank my sister & The Fairly Oddparents for that pronunciation.

19. I really hate when people bring drama or unhappiness upon themselves. Either your ass stops complaining to me because I don't play that, or your ass gets happy. I mean i really try to help. But honey, i'm not making myself crazy over your wanting-to-be-down ass.

20. If you are my friend, don't flirt when you're talking to my significant other or potential significant other. It's very clear who I'm talking about. I let this shit be known and I will claim a nigga. But if you flirt, your ass is dead to me. It's simply bitch, boo, bye. (= Plus it's not cute. He don't even like your ass. He thinks you're crazy and he hates when I leave yall alone. You fucking asshole.

21. It bothers me when people write "ya'll."

22. I get into fights over music. What makes you think I won't lose a crappy friend over it? Exactly, bitch.

23. I'll never call a guy daddy if it's not in person. Why do guys like that so much in txt?

24. India Arie <3

To leave on a good note:

(: He's my favorite comedian…I watch this whenever I'm in a crappy mood.