And If I Knew It Ends Like This...

I never would have kissed you, 'cause I fell in love with you.  We never would have kicked it...girl, now everything's different...I lost my only lover and my friend.  That's why I wish we never did it.

Have you seen that video?  I can't stand how they always try to make video hoes look like realistic girlfriends in videos.  No girl stands crying looking like that female did.  You need to find an actual girl, not one that stands around looking good for a living.  Maybe a model would be more suitable.

I still love the song though.  Who heard it the first day it leaked?  I did.

let my people the eff go..

Remember the theme song to my birthday for reasons completely contrary to its meaning?
Let us reminisce!

So I'm the Only One

who loves to see her juicies on a guy's face?
& Females always end up with skeet skeet on their face.  So what makes you think I want you to wipe your face?  Clearly, I am missing something here..

Tweets You Need In Your Life

his favorite part.
only girls will find this funny. and no girls read my blog. lol
i am scorpio, hear me gag.

Damn the kitty cat's tired...

says LL Cool J.
Okay now that i got you wet, let's dry that on up and watch the Neighbors Know My Name video.  So I knew about this song since the summer, when Trey dropped the title in this blog interview...idr specifics but I remember him saying it was gonna be a song on the album.  Mind you I've been heavy humping Trey's weenie since early summer, when I heard the Anticipation mixtape.  He just was so amateur before that.  Now he is strictly on his grown R. Kelly shit.  I don't give a damn how much people say he sounds like R. Kelly nowadays either, it is the truth so that's that.  Anyways, I bought the Ready album the week it came out.  Just to let you know how heavy I am humping Trey, I don't buy albums like that at-fucking-all.  First of all, I have to respect all aspects of the artist to give them my dinero.  Like personal life, musical content, morality, all that shit is taken into consideration when I'm handing out what is ahem ahem "due" to the artist.  So on top of that, I got the shit the week it motherfucking came out.  I don't be buyin A DAMN THANG on its debut week.  I just pre-order my Lupe payables, and unless Mint Condition or Silk or a decent Keith Sweat come-back is due, fuck I'm rushin to get an album for?  So yeah...and Ready was on heavy rotation after I got it.  Now because of the fucking graaaandness of both Anticipation and Ready, when this nigga releases videos, I am expecting nothing-thefuck-less but the latter is what I receive.  Okay Invented Sex had that super hot girl in it, but it was really not great.  I mean Trey if you gonna give us a sex tape, go all out and give us the damn sex tape.  I can almost guarantee that no one will complain.  But that whole teasing shit, that is ruining the song for me because when I play it, I am having full out sex in my head.  But you giving an amateur pre-sex porno with the song does not do a damn thing for me.  & as for this new video, idk what I can say about it.  I don't really like red darling.  Maybe you should just stick to the R. Kelly moo-sack.  The end.

You got a man? Or is you _

Please please please direct me to the quality in this song.

This is pretty funny-sounding, nothing else really.

But wait...Snoop wears Ice Creams? Or are we thinking of two different Ice Creams?  /o:

Is it me or is this real real boring?

*The (kind of) original makes me so sad.  I never want Lupe to leave.

I think Lloyd is slept on.

Taking everything into consideration, I like him more than Trey.

& If you listen to this once, it'll be in your head for some time...just sayin. (: His albums are literally orgasmic or maybe that's just because I music sex on the regular...?

Bitch, where's yo class?

Every second of this was just...off the wall.

I itch BAD every time he says baby. If you were the chick Trey decided to settle down with, would you want him callin you baby? After he don' called every other hoe (st)fan that? Uh-uh.

& She just gon' out and say she would suck on his dick all night...you want them left overs boo boo? That every other hoe (st)fan don' slobbed on n shit? UH-UH.
Lmfao at how that chick tried to slide "I even named my son after you"...yadda yadda yadda in the conversation all quick like it was nothin! Did you catch that? N then they was like whoa whoa whoa. Lmao
& She sound like she was wetter than a muhhfucka after he said he confident. Oh LAWD!
Why he turn some sexy on in his voice? I bet yo ass dick clit that he don't sound like that when he talkin to his mama. Pfffft
Anyways I love that he communicates with his fans though. I wish I could talk to or directly stalk AHEMAHEM Lupe on the regular.
I think he was super tired, maybe almost high.
Shouts to Anticipation though Trey! Even though I don't really like how you be puttin mixtape tracks on the album. Grrrr- (:

"Don't you hear me calling you, Miss Honay!"

<3

You know when a male artist says "Girl you got me open"?

I always think about physicality, which reminds me that the girl needs to be open...I don't want no guy waiting for me..."open"...lol. That just reminds me of boneless sausage and yuck!

I mean I know what the guy is implying, but it's always a weird & awkward line. Even more awkward than the word "awk." d=

My fishing skills is off the hook [=

I like this font.

If you have yet to listen to Trey Songz's Anticipation and you like modern slow jams, I heavily suggest you download it. That's two different clickables (so far) so you have NO EXCUSE, hoe. Basically, if you still love Usher's Confessions half as much as I do, you should get this. They're some catchy, deep & sexy tunes and it's like the most mainstream R&B mixtape of this year. I still need to listen to Sammie's though. But no matter what that kid puts out, I'm always gonna remember him as that little high-pitched kid in the Hardball music video,

when Lil Zane sucked but he looked delicious.

I swore that kid was yummy. That movie was so damn good. But the name of his mixtape is Swag N B. Like Rhythm 'n Blues, but Swag 'n Blues…I'm not too sure how much I like that though.

Now that we're on the topic of mixtapes, Em's Relapse should have been one. It sounds like a ton of freestyles. Some are catchy though, like We Made You & Insane. But essentially they all sound like freestyles which is something I typically like of him and The Game. But not so much in an entire album…it sounds really unprofessional and I'm glad I didn't pay for it as a whole. You can get the tracklist here and the tracks…I got them all here but I have an account.

1. It's easy to find, but I'm not gonna put a link for downloading Confessions. You should pay for that shit.

Lol when I was looking for a link to listen to it, the first playlist was missing a song and I caught it. That's ridiculous. It's 21 tracks on the damn thing. I should not be that familiar with it! Lol.

2. Lmfaoooo in the description on imeem for La Toya Jackson as an artist, it says she's "possibly the least-talented sibling in the Jackson family." She was like any forgotten 80s pop singer! There's plenty white ones. It's just she doesn't have the expected talent as a Jackson. But not everybody can be Janet <3333333

I love his videos.

3. Omgomgomg. I was searching for the Hardball music video on YouTube and I came across a playlist titled Tribute to Bow Wow pt 2…are you kidding me? Lol I was one of the groupies when I was like 10 who though Bow was gorgeous, but seriously…he is not the business. Just the tattoos are kinda scrumptious. [;

o r a l

"Will you tell me all the freaky things you are?"

It really sucks in a twisted way how when you are itty bitty, you clearly see who you wanna be, where you wanna be, and how you wanna live, and when you get further in HS and around graduation-time, you have no idea what your future holds or what you want it to hold. There's just so many options...or th opposite. You get lost. Everyone in my generation is basically scared of being bored with life after this phase is done...when we have to support ourselves. I'm not scared about making money though. I feel like being bilingual and having basic office skills and experience

"I'll go deep as I can, giving you the rest of my love." -Performed by Usher

He sounds like Maxwell in that though.

will get me enough money while I'm working on my ultimate dreams. Anyway, when I was little and everything was clear to me, I wanted to be married to a guy named Mason, have two adopted kids (girls or boy and girl), live in a nice 4-bedroom house, and work at home, bringing my patients into my office. I've wanted to be a psychologist since I was in 5th grade, but I always knew I wanted to work at home. Lol, to explain all this: Mason did not exist. I've never known a person named Mason. I liked the name, and I wanted to get married, definitely. Now, I would like to get married later but only if my heart is completely with that guy and the feelings are mutual. I don't wanna have eyes for anybody else, and same for him. If that proves impossible for whatever reason, I'm not getting married. /= When I was younger, I was terrified of childbirth. Now, I'm not scared of physical pain that isn't pure torture..basically, I would give birth in however many years. Other thoughts on that..I'm not having raw sex with any guy that I don't feel would be responsible enough to take care of his fatherly duties and show our child the love it deserves. & if we fucking raw, we're in a serious relationship. And we have discussed our plans for life and a future family. Otherwise, we not fucking raw. Lol. Honestly, we don't have to plan on being together forever because I want to have kids even if I'm not gonna have a life partner. I'm not waiting, when I might find my life partner way down the line. I want kids...later. When I can support them fully, how I think children automatically deserve. When I was younger, my life plan was more surrounded around family life..I never had a nuclear home. I lived in my ma's upstairs apartment with my mama til I was like 4. Then we moved in with Rolo, and I had 3 new siblings living with me. It was 5 other people in that house, and then 6, but everyone had lives of their own. I had toys. No one was raising me or giving me attention and none of us were close at the time. Then me, my parents, and a new sister move here..my mama is always mad and my pop is never home. I'm just close to my sister. Basically: nothing was never normal or intimate in my house. So I wanted a close family of my own. & a big house to have a nice image. "Image" has left my priorities so long ago now. Idc, and I like small homes. So now I want to live in an apartment when I'm older..with whomever else.

Now..what I have been thinking about lately is my future job dedication. It's always been psychology for me..but Im so close with music. When I was younger, I wrote lyrics but I stopped because it was always about a boy that later made me mad. (I never chased boys, but I was highly infatuated. I always had a crush. I was always quietly sprung.) I don't want to just write music though. I only write lyrics about love and that bores me..I wouldn't wanna make it public because it's really not what I enjoy. I used to write poetry about everything but that almost depresses me. It's too melancholy but I am really good at it. I might do it from time to time these days, but I don't plan on living off of that later either. Still, music is close to me. I've always loved to dance and dance calls me the 2nd most out of all arts. I stopped dancing at a studio 2 years ago and i dont miss it. That wasn't for me; I just enjoyed the stage. Choreography is what I love. I love watching choreography, but I love making my own to R&B even more. I choreograph partner pieces though.. & I do want to do it when I'm older. I'm just not sure if I want to study psychology though still. I still like it, but I want to choreograph more than anything. It's a chancy industry which scares me. But once you get your name out there, you're done trying to make it..it's just chancy.

This song pisses me off ]: since it tells the exact essence of my last sex routine: "I want you on top. I want you to find your favorite spot. When you find it, make your body rock. You got my heart, Im gon finish what you start; make your love come down.

Then I'm gon get on top..and once I get there I'm not gonna stop. Til I feel your body gettin hot. You got my heart, wanna take you to the top; make your love come down."

On Top-Performed by Trey Songz on Anticipation

Ugh, I suck.