*sigh, sniff*

What are you wearing? 2 layers. i'm having some type of body fever issues. i keep getting chills.

What do you hear? qaadir
What color socks are you wearing? white & orange and white and red slippers
What websites are currently up on your computer? youtube and blogger
What is your favorite color? ew.
How are you feeling? that whole i d g a f thing
Is anyone in the same room with you? negative
What is your current favorite song? would you mind by janet
Are you texting/talking to anyone? fucks no
What book are you reading? what if everyone knew your name
Have any homework that needs to be done? nah
What's on your television? american idol on pause
Do you have a crush on anyone? fucks yes. not really. i wish i did
What CD is in your CD player? im not sure.
What does your hair look like at the moment? long..
Are you wearing any makeup? hahaha! fucks no
Is anything troubling you? i wish not.
What are you thinking about? fuuuuuuuck. leave me aloneee |=
Are you currently on Myspace? negative?
Why are you taking this survey? to get things out.
Are you cold or hot? both! fucking annoying
What's the weather like outside? scary
Are you wearing any jewelry? no?
Are you drinking/eating anything? negative
Do you need to go to the doctors for something? probably.
How many lights are on in your house? too fucking many. these niggas clearly don't care about my grandchildren.
Do you have an itch you can't scratch? you mean a nigga i can't slap?
Why are you in the room you're in? because i love it
Are you in dyer need to take a shower? lmfao no
How about to shave your legs? nah i'm good on that [:
Are you daydreaming about anything? i was. but more like nightmares & things i hope are not true

Off-Topic.

I'm having a party to celebrate Ye's return to the studio.  You wanna come?

Anybody infuriated by this?:

(via NahRight)

Aside from his generalizations of the black & white races, his comments on Beyonce & Kanye both pissed me off to unthinkable limits.  I never chose to post my thoughts on the incident, though, and I'm not about to now.  I'm not trying to disrespect, but this is ignorance and prattle.  You can stay blissful, but don't try to preach ignorance as if it is fact or valid.

So I have one of them dumb oovoo thingies now. [:

...and lastly, Usher, you need to get it the fuck together.

I’m just the weirdest of the weird

why is my generation so ridiculous

You know how everybody puts their s/o on blast on social networking sites and such? And the background on they phone, and just everything about them is infested with their s/o? I’m not like that. And it’s normally girls. I mean the most I would do close to that, is comment my bf’s pict on myspace and call him baby or something. I’m just not public with relationships. It’s not that I wanna appear single, but I’m not defined by my relationship status, though it is a huge part of my life. I mean I will tell a dude who’s coming on strong in a second that he should know I have a boyfriend, but I won’t just talk about my boyfriend unnecessarily 24/7.

In general, I mention my friends and their shared experiences a lot in conversation with other friends. So, being that my boyfriend is one of my closest friends, I mention things in conversation that will relate to him or something he said or did, you know? I won’t just sit there and say “Guess what he said to me” and shit like that because first off: that’s rude & selfish in a conversation, second off: no one really cares but me and my darling, which leads to third off: all of that stuff is intimate. It is between me and hubby and it should stay that way until idk our wedding vows lol. But see what I mean? You don’t ramble about that shit until you invite people to come celebrate your guy’s love. This reminds me of how I don't scream and tell everyone to visit my blog and read and comment and such. I'm a private intimate person; I wouldn't ever strongly urge someone to listen to my personal feelings. Maybe it's because i get enough attention as it is?  Idk, I just thought it was kind of similar. Sometimes i do hold back on being like (or plastering on my page) "Gerald said the most adorable thing..." or "Gerald said he loves me this much..." etc. because i know that it's just rubbing my love in other people's faces (that's rude) and it's not that big of a deal to other people; plus they won't understand our love anyway. But also, it’s just not in me to have him as the sun of my earth, publicly anyway. Even though I DO constantly think about him. But he’s in MY mind and after all, he is MINE so why do I have to show our relationship to everyone? (When MOST of the time the deep shit bitches be writing ain't true even if it is what the bf says...it's just what they want or be imagining.) That’s a waste of energy when I could put it towards directly appreciating him.

When girls do that, people automatically think of them in a certain way. And I damn sho don’t want nobody doing that to me. Gerald is extremely important I mean he is a massive part of my life…but he doesn’t define me nor is he the only thing to me.