Nigga, I'm Only Crying.

I am not shit. Frankly, i don't have a problem with that. I don't think i have a confidence problem either. I know the truth, and the truth is that i'm a shitty friend, and i'm also not good at being a lover. You niggas need to accept that, or keep away from it. I'm not changing. I don't have a problem with me, like you do.
I honestly am not a cruel or cold person. I love hard, and i care hard. I don't want to hurt anyone and i don't wish hurt on anyone, even when i really should. But apparently, i do hurt people. And when i do, i really would rather not live. In all honesty and emptying my heart, that's how i feel. And to hear someone restate all the horrible things about myself that are already in heavy rotation in my head...echo a llorar. I already know i'm a waste of ass meat. But sometimes i dont even feel like that much.
Everyone thinks my confidence is through the roof. Nigga, i'm only crying.